What is it with people leaving their shit out on tables at pubs and restaurants? I have a fit if my phone is left on my own dinner table let alone some random bar with my wallet and keys, it’s basically saying, Im’a twat, look at my shit, rob me.
Okay, so I’m sure most of you guys haven’t noticed or don’t even care but I haven’t been posting recently on pretty much anything because of some personal issues, they need a bit of time to sort out, I’m not dead I’m fine don’t worry but I’ve been a bit behind schedule with stuff at the moment, the very very refined version is my Nan as you already know had lung cancer, but it’s metastasised Into her brain and it’s growing fast, she has these weird episodes where she can’t move or anything, speak/eat/walk you’ll try and talk to her and she just puts her hands over her face, it’s really awful to watch because nobody wants to see someone they care about turn into a vegetable. It’s like she’s a ghost. The doctors have prescribed her with steroids to reduce the swelling but unfortunately ya can’t have too many steroids everyday because they kill you, and they can’t operate on the tumour because she’s on warfarin ( inti-coagulant blood thinner to prevent blood clots/heart attack) so if they preform surgery she could potentially bleed to death, before they can operate they have to prescribe some other medication to reduce the effects of that and in the mean time well her tumour could kill her, it’s growing so fast, as in she woke up, 3 hours later she couldn’t see she went fucking blind then a day later she couldn’t move or talk or anything and went into one of her ghost modes.
If anyone in your family has been effected by cancer hopefully you can sorta relate and recognise that it’s literally a life sucking illness and its awful, but please do not worry about me, I’m not dead, I’m not depressed, I’m okay and I’m not going to lay down in a ball in tears and whine about the situation, I wish my nan all the best and hopes she recovers, like Joel said, “Things happen… And we move on”
Light at the end of the tunnel being I spoke to a Macmillan nurse earlier, and she said with the amour of information and research we have about cancer in the next 10 years we WILL find a cure for cancer, without a doubt we shall find a cure, so that’s pretty fucking cool, but like I said I hope you guys can understand and I’m not sure why you’d even care this isn’t a cry for help or anything fucking restarted like that, it’s just an update and you’re still welcome to talk to me :) I’ll still be on here just if you don’t see me flying over your dash at 82849481mph you’ll know why :D
I love you guys.
Girls with red lipstick game that’s strong as fuck could make a boy cry, you chicks rock
Anonymous asked: I wanna see "Stokens plays League of Legends"
FUCK OFF NO WAY AM I PLAYING LEAGUE ILL GET FUCKING REkT.
I’m kinda tempted now actually just to see how bad I am…
I wanna start doing more let’s plays on my channel because they are fun and multiplayer gameplay only goes so far, maybe we could start with some inFAMOUS: first light? There’s still gonna be multiplayer gameplay but I kinda feel like you guys don’t ‘love’ it as much as playthroughs, I’m sure you can understand guys, I just bleh yeah don’t worry lol and I love each and every one of you survivors :D